I shuffled through gravel
In black high heeled boots
Made of dead cows and
Stitched by slaves
And I laughed at everyone
I passed and pointed
as if
I found no flaws
In myself.
The change in my pocket
Knocked against my thighs
And against each other
Like my very own
Instrumental minstrel
Following my every move.
One heel broke and I tumbled
Into the soiled gravel.
I was vaguely embarrassed
Falling face first
In front of a group
Of slender blonde topped
White men
Resembling cigarettes
While Smoking cigarettes
And watching them
Laugh at me
Falling in my righteousness
Like felled timber
Into the strip of gravel
Lining the sidewalk
But it was
Mostly tolerable because
I was mostly numb
To begin with.